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"You may only know my name not my story. Don't judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what I have, and cried as many tears as me. Until then back-off, cause you have no idea. "

Myself

Myself

Monday, November 19, 2012

:'(


Can I?
stop stalking you
stop like your things
stop go talking craps with your friend?
stop find you?
stop everything?!

but I can't stop to LOVE you.
I'm SORRY :'(
Do you know that ,
I hoping that you will happy everyday.
I just wanna be with you silently but not stalking.
I just like your thing that showing I follow up you.
I just chit-chat with your friend and I hope that 
I can do that with you as friend at the same time.
I just missing you any time, any where,every day but I don't want to disturb you.
I just can stop to do that in-front of you but secretly .

I'm SORRY,
I made you felt damn annoying, angry and stress too.
and I driving you crazy.
I really don't know about this.
Please don't feel that you hate me.
I just can't stop ...
Isn't loving someone is not guilty?
Or loving someone who not love you is guilty ?
why I feel pain when I tell myself love is guilty  :'(

SORRY and
I LOVE YOU. :'(




What should I do now?

What can I do now?

When I got your message.

Are happiness and sadness when I had your message :'(





我的心是痛的,
因为我并非你所说的,
因为我让你感到不舒服,
我该如何是好,


我只是每一天都期待与你相遇,
期待每一天至少可以擦肩而过,
每一天都留意你的背影,
但是我并非要跟踪你。
今天,我在巴士里面看到你淋雨,
看着你淋雨,
我心疼着所以线信息你,
我并非想跟踪你,
只是关心你。


我只是每一天都在面子书上等待你的出现,
想知道你每一天都好吗?
看着你的活动,你的照片,
我忍不住LIKE了,
就像我喜欢你一样。
是一种关心及支持。


我没有想打扰你的意思即使我很想你,
而那天我信息你,
那是因为我不会做功课,
而我问了很多人都不会,
然后其中一个senior建议我找你问问,
我真的没有想过让你这么烦。
我为什么做什么都会让你生气还有压力。



老天爷,
我是否可以继续爱他,
因为我不想轻易地放弃不该放弃的。
我不想后悔,请让我坚持着。
可以吗?
如果老天爷听到,
请让我最亲爱的他过着平淡幸福的日子,
最近他都很忙,
不知道是否有吃饱?
还是一直吃泡面?
功课一定很忙?
是不是很压力?
希望他一切都顺利。
是否可以将我的祈望实现。
谢谢你,帮我眷顾着他。


我无法为他做什么,
我不能告诉他什么,
这一切一切都不可以。
我只想默默的,
但是每当看着他写的那几句,
心里一直都痛。
真的对不起。
我所做的一切都无法让谁好过,
不管是他还是我。


我想以后我不能出现在他面前了,
我不想我的爱让他感到不舒服,
也许他也不想看到我,
而我也没有信心在他面前出现,
请让他背着我出现在我面前,
请让我看到他而他看不见我。
我喜欢看着他的感觉,
那种感觉是无法形容。
请让我默默地看着他,
这样就足够了。


我只希望我能默默地关心他。
哪怕只是每一天的一句晚安。


真的对不起,
除了对不起,
还有那句不能告诉他的话。
我爱你。






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